{88 Days} Day Seventeen

An applicable song lyric:
Well you drive me crazy half the time. The other half, I'm only tryin' to let you know that what I feel is true.


Something making me happy:
I have in my possession a scarf. It smells amazing. It is making me beyond happy.


Something I need to be more thankful for:
Warm beverages, particularly coffee.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could get caught up on homework. Ew.


Something I accomplished today:
I made it through both physics and theology class alive. I finished dishes. Oh and I actually did my make up today. That right there is a big deal.


Somewhere I want to be:
Somewhere warm.


Some thoughts:
I am cold. Seattle has softened my Alaskan winter hardiness. This is not good. I need to stop stressing about the audition results. Diego pretty much makes my days. Sabrina and I combined are evil geniuses. I like my eyes.


Million dollar question: *Please comment your responses*

What are your feelings about Valentine's day?

Mysterious as the dark side of the moon.

I Will Survive: Day Seventeen (and counting)

Day Seventeen

An applicable song lyric:
And just when I thought it couldn't get any better, there you go and do it all again. I hope this feeling never ends, 'cause you, you make me happy. You, you make me happy.

Something making me happy:
Conversations with my friends :D

Something I learned today:
DON'T DRINK COLD WATER RIGHT AFTER BRUSHING YOUR TEETH!

Something I need to be more thankful for:
My family.

My 11:11 wish:
That I would do better in class.

Somewhere I want to be:
Shleeping.

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
My cell phone.

Some thoughts:
 All the things I'm saying I'd miss if the Earth were destroyed are superficial...but I'm not saying "My family" because I know I'll be with them forever.

~La vie est belle, Bri~

{88 Days} Day Sixteen

An applicable song lyric:
May be surrounded by a million people. I still feel all alone. I just wanna go home. Oh, I miss you, you know.


Something making me happy:
I'm home. And I took a shower with MY shampoo and MY conditioner and I don't smell like hotel. *content sigh*


Something I need to be more thankful for:
The fact I don't live in Fairbanks, Alaska. *shudder*


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I didn't feel so pressured to have my life figured out NOW.


Something I accomplished today:
I visited a prospective college. I took a few cool pictures and I made it home in one piece.


Somewhere I want to be:
Asleep, as usual.


Some thoughts:

I wrote this while avoiding home work on the plane today:

Have you ever stared at a blank piece of paper or a new word document just wishing you could fill it with words of your own composure? I have, and do rather often. This would be one of those moments. I'm an emotional mess, just wishing there was a way to get it all out. I'm sick and tired of feeling out of control. I'm melancholic. I need control. It feels like the older I get and the more responsibilities I'm given, the less control I have. 

I'm tired of the games and the politics. When people speak, can't they just say what they mean? Would it be so hard for people's actions to reflect their true intentions without hidden meanings or alterior motives? 

Look. I know I have trust issues, but in all honesty, can you blame me? Excuse me, person. I just watched you lie to your friend over there. Why should I believe you?

It's not that I don't want to trust people. Believe me, I really do. But the people I love and/or look up to have proven countless times that I have no reason to give them my trust. Maybe I just know a lot of losers. Knowing myself, I am a very co-dependent person. I rely on people's approval to feel happy, validated, etc. Lord knows it's not healthy, but it doesn't change the reality of the situation.

{New} Million dollar question: *Please comment your responses*

Why do/don't you choose to trust people?

Totally didn't steal this idea from Sabrina. *cough*

I Will Survive: Day Sixteen (and counting)

Day Sixteen

An applicable song lyric:
I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

Something making me happy:
Food. Heh XD

Something I learned today:
I need to go to college.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
Picnik *sniffle*

My 11:11 wish:
That he'd like me.

Somewhere I want to be:
Talking to Renaye.

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
Quasedillas.

Some thoughts:
Food is good. Dancing is good. Life is good.

~La vie est belle, Bri~

I Will Survive: Day Fifteen (and counting)

Day Fifteen

An applicable song lyric:
Cuz when you worry, your face will frown, and that will bring everybody down.
So don't worry, be happy.

Something making me happy:
We had roast for dinner. It was yummy. Hehe.

Something I learned today:
Patience is a virtue that I struggle with.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
My dad.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish I was prettier.

Somewhere I want to be:
In bed. Sleeping.

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
Cookies.

Some thoughts:
Don't worry, be happy.

~La vie est belle, Bri~

{88 Days} Day Fifteen

An applicable song lyric:
"It's the sound of your voice at the end of the phone line. A tickle in my toes just to know that you're all mine, like an ice cream sundae with a cherry on the top. And just when I thought it couldn't get any better, there you go and do it all again. I hope this feeling never ends, 'cause you, you make me happy. You, you make me happy."


Something making me happy:
I am finished with auditions. I got a new dress. It's raining. My boyfriend called me, singing a love song. I just finished some sushi. Yup. I'm in a pretty good mood.


Something I need to be more thankful for:
Chewing gum.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could get into one of the programs I'm auditioning for.


Something I accomplished today:
Auditions and shopping. Productive day, I must say.


Somewhere I want to be:
Older, better, faster, stronger.


Some thoughts:
I want to move to Seattle, like, now.

That's right. My grandparents are adorable. 

I Will Survive: Day Fourteen (and counting)

Day Fourteen

An applicable song lyric:
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do

Something making me happy:
I'm going home today *victory dance*

Something I learned today:
Watching children is exhausting!

Something I need to be more thankful for:
My momma.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish he'd like me.

Somewhere I want to be:
Hooooome.

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
Cars.

Some thoughts:
I need to get an iPhone stat. And a new laptop.

~La vie est belle, Bri~

I Will Survive: Day Thirteen (and counting)

Day Thirteen

An applicable song lyric:
And I'm juggling all the thoughts in my head
I'm juggling and my fears on fire
but I'm listening as it evolves in my head
I'm balancing on one fine wire

Something making me happy:
Fuzzy socks.

Something I learned today:
Boredom is so boring, it's not funny. Not that you said it was, but seriously.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
My entertaining friends.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could match Levi's awesome writing skills.

Somewhere I want to be:
Home.

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
My 16th birthday. Heh.*Warning: Dry humor detected*

Some thoughts:
I'm going to destroy the movie Up. It can die in a hole somewhere. I'm not violent, just a tired teenager who's watched Up over five times in the last two days.

   

Yeah, my fuzzy sock looks like the carpet. 

~La vie est belle, Bri~

I Will Survive: Day Twelve (and counting)

Day Twelve

An applicable song lyric:
All we can do is keep breathing.

Something making me happy:
My brother's iPhone.

Something I learned today:
Add libs with Andrew after midnight is hilarious.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
My house.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish I had an iPhone.

Somewhere I want to be:
Home.

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
Movies.

Some thoughts:
Being addicted to Facebook sucks.
Being without Internet sucks even more.
Being bored sucks most of all.
Money is good.
So are books.

~La vie est belle, Bri~

{88 Days} Day Fourteen

An applicable song lyric:
"There's a bottle of tears on the dresser drawer. Nobody knows the trouble we've seen. Nobody knows the price of this dream. And nobody knows what it took to believe. Nobody."


Something making me happy:
I didn't die at the auditions today. In fact, I didn't do half bad. Plus, I got my phone fixed.


Something I need to be more thankful for:
My grandparents.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could get into one of the programs I'm auditioning for.


Something I accomplished today:
I made it through an audition without passing out.


Somewhere I want to be:
With a snuggle buddy, not caring.


Some thoughts:

Dude. Emotional roller coaster today. I seriously was on the verge of tears when I walked into the audition. But hey, I did okay. And then I rode on the adrenaline for the rest of the afternoon until I crashed and now I'm sitting here playing this week over in my head repeatedly. I'm exhausted. Yes, I will probably go to sleep at 8:30. Again. Don't judge me.

I remember last time I came for auditions, staying up 'till 1:30 talking with Diego and Sabrina on the forums... Good times. I miss you guys. 

{88 Days} Day Thirteen

An applicable song lyric:
"Hello Seattle, I am the crescent moon, shining down on your face. I will disguise myself as a sleeping pill and descend inside of you"


Something making me happy:
I'M FREAKING IN SEATTLE!!! :D :D :D


Something I need to be more thankful for:
Fuzzy socks.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could stop stressing about this weekend.


Something I accomplished today:
I didn't die.


Somewhere I want to be:
Asleep. Without disturbing dreams.


Some thoughts:

I am so nervous for tomorrow it's not even funny. He should text me back. I love Christina Perri.

The world's flying by our window outside, but hey baby, that's okay. 

{88 Days} Day Twelve

An applicable song lyric:
"I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart, but you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start. You put your arms around me and I believed that it's easier for you to let me go. You put your arms around me and I'm home."


Something making me happy:
Today's surprise visit. I freaking love you guys.


Something I need to be more thankful for:
My mother's cooking abilities.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could stop stressing about this weekend.


Something I accomplished today:
Packing. Bleh.


Somewhere I want to be:
Asleep. Without disturbing dreams.


Some thoughts:

Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

I need to post the video from dance this afternoon. But not now. I'm tweaking out right now. I need sleep. I love him...

Yeah :)

We were reeeeeeeally hyper today. 

{88 Days} Day Eleven

An applicable song lyric:
"  What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Stand a little taller. Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone. What doesn't kill you makes a fighter. Footsteps even lighter. Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone "


Something making me happy:
Peanut butter chip chocolate cookies.


Something I need to be more thankful for:
Aurora and Marisa.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could stop stressing about this weekend.


Something I accomplished today:
Dying in physical therapy.


Somewhere I want to be:
In a state of peace


Some thoughts:

I have nothing to say to you today.

Your baby blues, so full of wonder. Your curly cues, your contagious smile. And as I watch, you start to grow up. All I can do is hold you tight.

I Will Survive: Day Eleven (and counting)

Day Eleven

An applicable song lyric:
I am trying not to tell you, but I want to. I’m scared of what you’ll say, so I’m hiding what I’m feeling. But I’m tired of holding this inside my head. I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about ya, I don’t know what to do. I think I’m fallin’ for you.

Something making me happy:
Renaye singing on the other end of the phone ::)

Something I learned today:
Work samples are not fun.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
My mom.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish he’d like me.

Somewhere I want to be:
Not at dance.

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
Renaye. Wait….

Some thoughts:
I GOTTA GO BYE!

~La vie est belle, Bri~

{88 Days} Day Ten

An applicable song lyric:
"It's been a long time since before I've been touched. Now I'm gettin' touched all the time. It's only a matter of whom and it's only a matter of when."

Something making me happy:
I like today's picture. Beka, Bri, and Diego made me laugh a times too.


Something I need to be more thankful for:
My grandparents. Oh and my mother's listening abilities.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could stop stressing about this weekend.


Something I accomplished today:
Laundry, cleaning my room, four trig lessons, dishes, lab worksheet, taking a decent picture for the day, sobbing like a sleep deprived two year old, and emailing my grandparents.


Somewhere I want to be:
In Seattle.


Some thoughts:

I love being obnoxious. I love making people laugh.I just love... being happy :)

Hey. Don't write yourself off yet. It's only in your head you feel left out and looked down on. Just try your best. Try everything you can. Don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.

I Will Survive: Day Ten (and counting)

Day Ten

An applicable song lyric:
'Cause I'm just a summer girl, I wear my flip flops, and when I let my hair down that's when the party starts.
And who needs a boyfriend? I've got my girlfriends, and when we get together the party never ends.

Something making me happy:
I look pretty. Hehe :)

Something I learned today:
Patience, patience, patience.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
My momma.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish I wasn't so awkward. 

Somewhere I want to be:
Getting a massage. 

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
Cinnamon rolls.

Five random things about me:
I can cook. Excepting mac n' cheese and grilled cheese sandwiches.
I love sugar.
I like taking pictures.
I almost have my right splits.
I have nine siblings.

Quote of the Day:
"Pahaha yeah you married the female version of your father ;)"

Some thoughts:
IDEA asks too much of us, trying to get work samples. Helen makes me laugh so hard tears stream down my face. HURRAH! for new friends who know how to dance.  I can't wait until the next stake dance.

~La vie est belle, Bri~

{88 Days} Day Nine

An applicable song lyric:
"All those crazy things you said. You left them running through my head. You're always there. You're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here."


Something making me happy:
Conversations with people make me laugh. Sabrina, Mikaela, and Diego make my world go 'round.


Something I need to be more thankful for:
Thumbelina, my phone, my baby.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could get into PNB.


Something I accomplished today:
I'm currently dying my hair.


Somewhere I want to be:
Doing something crazy.


Some thoughts:
I want a baby. Now. I am never ever EVER to drink McDonalds coffee ever again. It makes me insanely hyper.

I want a babyyyyyy.

I Will Survive: Day Nine (and still counting)

Day Nine

An applicable song lyric:

What if we were made for each other, born to become best friends and lovers?
I want to stay right here in this moment with you. Over and over and over again.

Something making me happy:
Helen's cute shirt. Hehe.

Something I learned today:
I didn't exactly LEARN this today...but I re-realized it. Music and dancing makes everything better, especially cleaning.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
My curly hair.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish he'd notice me.

Somewhere I want to be:
Anywhere but here.

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
All mah music.

Five random things about me:
I love to dance (lyrical, ballet, jazz, hip hop, modern, ballroom...you name it, I love it)
My favorite color is blue.
I haven't gotten my permit yet (I need to do that soon...)
I have naturally curly hair.
I'm LDS.

Quote:
"Dating is the process of sifting through all the stalkers to find the one you want to stalk back."-Stephanie Nelson

Some thoughts:
My cellphone is seems indestructible. It's pretty amazing, and I've dropped it more times than I can count. Helen is pretty amazing, listening to me complain about random stuff that won't even matter in the long run. Renaye makes my days.
Picnik is so much fun to mess with. 

~La vie est belle, Bri~

{88 Days} Day Eight

An applicable song lyric:
"I hope you see right through my walls. I hope you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling."


Something making me happy:
Sabrina. <-- Period. She has kept me laughing all day.


Something I need to be more thankful for:
Sweatpants.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I had a reason to trust him.


Something I accomplished today:
Sewing my pointe shoes. It took flippin' forever, but it's done and I did a pretty bang up job if I say so myself.


Somewhere I want to be:
Somewhere else. I'm not picky.


Some thoughts:

I think I'm going to blow off homework to edit pictures. Hey. It's Sunday. A day of REST and all the stuff that's due tomorrow is done. Why does contact have to be so flippin' complicated? I think it's a little ridiculous. I have fallen in love with Owl City and Christina Perri. I pity my mother who has to listen to me sing it slightly off key doing dishes. I am so scared about auditions. I'm literally on the verge of tears thinking about it. 

Sewing and music. Not my first choice for fun, but hey. It's better than homework. 

I Will Survive: Day Eight (and counting)

Day Eight

An applicable song lyric:
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go. I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home. I'll spend forever wondering if you knew; I was enchanted to meet you


Something making me happy:
I slept in. Heh heh heh. Oh, and we're having strawberry waffles for dinner. WHAT NOW?

Something I learned today:
Staying up til 1am doesn't help you get up at 7am.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
Alarm clocks.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish he'd like me.

Somewhere I want to be:
Dancing.

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
Computers. They're pretty amazing, you know.

Some thoughts:
Dancing is so much fun.
Divine Comedy makes my DAYS...
I am so giddy I think I might accidentally hurt someone.
Also...I got a little carried away with the camera...

~La vie est belle, Bri~

{88 Days} Day Seven

An applicable song lyric:
"Give me your heart, make it real, or let's forget about it."


Something making me happy:
THIS WEEK IS DONE and Marisa and Diego came to the show and I'M JUST HAPPY. SO THERE!

Something I need to be more thankful for:
Whipped cream


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could trust him.


Something I accomplished today:
A nap. It was amazing.


Somewhere I want to be:
Going crazy.


Some thoughts:

Don't judge my picture. It was literally the only one I took today. It was a long day, but it ended on a high note. 

...ew...

I Will Survive: Day Seven (and counting)

Day Seven

Applicable song lyric:
I just want to be strong at the end of the road, I don’t want to hold on, I want the strength to let go.

Something making me happy:
Renaye's going to the dance with me!!!!!

Something I learned today:
I need to write things down...to remember them....

Something I need to be more thankful for:
Being able to laugh.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish I was more attractive.

Somewhere I want to be:
At the dance.

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
Hair straighteners.

Some thoughts:
Scissor cuts hurt. Like...a lot.
Helen's tank top looks good on me. Heh heh.
I love my friends :D And laughing.

~La vie est belle, Bri~

I Will Survive: Day Six (and counting)

Day Six

Applicable song lyric:
 "Today I don't feel like doing anything, I just wanna lay in my bed.
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone."

Something making me happy:
I have a Sprite. Not the magical creature...the kind you drink...and savor....and is bad for you....but you love it anyway....

Something I learned today:
Some children are veddy stubborn.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
My brother.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish I was prettier.

Somewhere I want to be:
In bed. By myself....sleeping....

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
Sprite. Heck yeah.

Some thoughts:
I wanna do a duet to Set Fire to the Rain with Renaye, cuz it'd be epic. And, if I could choose, I'd want Shannon to choreograph it.  Cuz she's epic too.
Dancing is amazing and fun and epic and tragic and dramatic and just.....*brain explodes*

~La vie est belle, Bri~

{88 Days} Day Six

An applicable song lyric:
"Every siren is a symphony and every tear is a waterfall."


Something making me happy:
I got sushi. This week is almost over. I'M SO CLOSE!!


Something I need to be more thankful for:
Gina and Moriah's epic make up skills.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could trust him.


Something I accomplished today:
I picked my song for choreography. This is kinda a big deal.


Somewhere I want to be:
With a certain person far far away from homework and dance and the kitchen.


Some thoughts:

I like glitter and sushi. Eye drops are a pain in the butt. I have to wake up early. *sigh*

Just leave me here to love. 

{88 Days} Day Five

An applicable song lyric:
"With friends like these, well, who needs enemies?"


Something making me happy:
I got food. It was amazing.


Something I need to be more thankful for:
The fact that I'm homeschooled. I really feel for my public schooled friends with this week of dance from 2:30-9:00pm every day.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could trust him.


Something I accomplished today:
I finished dishes. WOOT!


Somewhere I want to be:

With a snuggle buddy.


Some thoughts:

Today sucked. The end. 

My poor baby got sick today :( :( :(

I Will Survive: Day Five (and counting)

Day Five

An applicable song lyric:
I stand all amazed at the love Jesus offers me,
Confused at the grace that so fully he proffers me.
I tremble to know that for me he was crucified,
That for me, a sinner, he suffered, he bled and died.

Something making me happy:
I look perty :)

Something I learned today:
How to make Shepard's Pie.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
Jesus and all he's done for me. 

My 11:11 wish:
That this pain would just go away.

Somewhere I want to be:
In bed.

Something I would miss if the Earth were destroyed:
Ice cream. Yep.

Some thoughts:
I really need to learn not to get my hopes up. Maybe there's something to Helen's "expect the worst and don't be disappointed" theory thingamajig. Dodge ball is still amazing. Debating sucks like a bad kisser with chapped lips and onion breath. 

(^unedited^)

~La vie est belle, Bri~

I Will Survive: Day Four (and counting)

Applicable song lyric:
Cause maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around.
Maybe in the future you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back to me.


Something making me happy:
I just ate. Hehe.

Something I learned today:
I forgot how much fun dodge ball is.

Something I should be more thankful for:
Friends who don't freak out at me when I act like a total brat.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could be an amazing dance RIGHT NOW. (<---period.)

Somewhere I want to be right now:
Getting massaged.

Thoughts:
I rule at dodge ball. Renaye looks gorgeous in her new leotard. Helen is my best friend and I love her. La vie est belle.

~La vie est belle, Bri~

{88 Days} Day Four

An applicable song lyric:
"  She’s turning seventeen in seven nights. Out on the fairgrounds walking in monotone, she kicks a bottle as empty as her soul."


Something making me happy:
Sabrina's story pretty much made my month. This is literally the story of my life:

If you give a ballerina coffee, she’s going to ask for a scone to go with it. 

And when you give her the scone, she’ll probably ask for some milk, cream, and sugar too. 

When she’s finished, she’ll ask you for a napkin. 

Then she’ll want to look in the mirror to make sure she doesn't have a coffe-stache. When she looks into the mirror, she’ll probably notice her hair needs to be put up. 

So she’ll probably ask for some bobby pins. 

Once she’s finished, she’ll notice that it’s lopsided. 

So she’ll redo it. 

She might get carried away and attempt to do that fancy bun that she saw on TV last night while she was awake on coffee-buzz. 

She may even end up trimming her bangs, as well. 

When she’s done, she’ll probably want to change into something cute. 

You’ll end up emptying her whole closet in an attempt to find something that suits her. 

When she finally chooses an outfit, she’ll get dressed. 

She’ll probably ask you to take a picture for her to look at. 

So you do, and then you show her the picture. 

When she sees it, she’s so hyper off of coffee, she decides that she wants more pictures. 

So you take more. 

When she’s done getting her picture taken, she’ll want to edit them. 

And then she’ll want to post them on Facebook. 

And when she does, people will comment how they love them more than chocolaty ballerina boys. 

And reading those comments reminds her that she’s hungry. 

So…she’ll ask for a scone. 

And chances are if she asks for a scone….

She’s going to want coffee to go with it. 

Something I learned today:
I need to work on patience. I also need to work on using my inner thigh muscles when I dance and then things will work a whole lot better.


Something I need to be more thankful for:
My camera. It's not the world's greatest camera, but it's pretty sick.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could trust him.


Something I accomplished today:
20 Theology questions and my first physical therapy appointment. Bleh on both.


Somewhere I want to be:
In bed.


Some thoughts:

This week needs to be done. I have a pretty sick Facebook profile picture if I say so myself. I am getting so flippin' fed up with people at dance. I might punch someone. If it weren't for Sabrina and Diego repeatedly cheering me up today, I would probably be suspended, if not expelled. I don't like physics. Taping my knee makes it feel better. Massacring your feet to epic music is slightly more fun than with non epic music, but it still flippin' hurts. 

I lurve ma hairs.

{88 Days} Day Three

An applicable song lyric:
"I am not my own, for I have been made new. Please don't let me go. I desperately need You."


Something making me happy:
This day is almost done. Oh, how am I ready for this day to be done. Oh and my teeth are clean. Hehe.


Something I learned today:
I really am not a nice person and it's a wonder I have the friends that I do. I really really REALLY need to learn to trust people.


Something I need to be more thankful for:
Sabrina not hating me. Yup. She should hate me. But she doesn't. Oh and I have my own room. I really should be more grateful for that.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I was in love.


Something I accomplished today:
I finished my Literature homework and the important stuff for Government. I didn't blow up either.

Somewhere I want to be:
Asleep.


Some thoughts:

I'm hungry. I only drank 6 cups of coffee today. Today was far too long and far too emotionally draining. I got home from dance an hour ago. This is not okay. I am literally trying to stay awake as I type this. I have some pretty awesome friends, especially Holly, Diego, and Sabrina today. My brain might just implode from choreography/Supreme Court cases/Physics overload. I need more sleep. More Sleep = more patience for people whom I wish to stab repeatedly with a burning dull knife. Not like I have anger issues or anything. *cough*Why is it only Tuesday?!? This is not okay. I am now rambling. *zzz*

I Will Survive: Day Three (and counting)

Day Three

An applicable song lyric:
If you ask me how I'm doing, I would say, “I'm doing just fine.” I would lie and say that you're not on my mind.

Something making me happy:
My daddy bought me creamy peanut butter <3

Something I learned today:
I never ever ever EVER want to be a single mom.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
My dad <3

My 11:11 wish:
That I could rewind my life to last year.

Somewhere I want to be:
In Anchorage, hanging with Helen.

Some thoughts:
I am never cutting my hair again.
My jacket is super warm and cozy.
Cleaning isn't fun.

~La vie est belle, Bri~

Challenge accepted.

Hey all.

I've decided that I'm going to do a photo challenge. Not a gay one like everyone on facebook was doing a couple months ago. No, this one is gonna be fierce.

Why am I doing this?? Well...I honestly don't know. But hey, why not??

The challenge is 31 days long. Here is the list of shtuff I'm photographing, and forcing you people to look at:

1. Me.
2. Something I adore.
3. Mah breakfast.
4. A mailbox.
5. Something I wore(like that day).
6. Something that makes me smile.
7. My favorite something.
8. Sweet.
9. Something I made.
10. Color.
11. Where I sleep.
12. A close-up. Of anything.
13. In my bag...
14. Something I'm reading.
15. Happiness.
16. Morning.
17. Water.
18. Something I bought.
19. My sky.
20. Someone I love.
21. Reflection.
22. My shoes.
23. Something old.
24. Guilty Pleasure.
25. Daily Routine.
26. My childhood.
27. Lunch.
28. Light.
29. Inside my fridge.
30. Nature.
31. Me again!

Some of these are kinda random. But that's the point, right??
I'm going to Vegas and DC for two weeks tho, so some of these will be kinda random. I tried reorganizing them to fit in well. So we'll see how it goes. So yes, I have to post every single day. And also, it is a requirement to take the picture THAT day. So...no old pictures...

I'm starting today, so there'll be another post from me you have to read! Lucky you...

{88 Days} Day Two

An applicable song lyric:
"In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die. Where you invest your love, you invest your life."


Something making me happy:
The new piece that the guest instructor is setting on us is beyond fricken amazing and I'M SO FRICKEN EXCITED!!!


Something I learned today:
A lollipop kiss. Heh. Thanks, Aurora. :D


Something I need to be more thankful for:
Alex and her amazing driving-to-Starbucks abilities.


My 11:11 wish:
I wish I was in love.


Something I accomplished today:

Uh.... Not eating? OH!! I called my grandma back. That was on my to-do list. 

Somewhere I want to be:
Eating.


Some thoughts:

I need food. But I can't eat because none of my pants fit. I WILL BE STRONG!!! Maybe I'll just drink more coffee. I loooove coffee. My coffee loves me. This week is going to be absolute madness. I love Aurora and Sabrina and Rebekah and Diego and Alex and Mikaela all so much it causes me physical pain. Or maybe that's just hunger. Hmm. At least my teeth don't hurt. 

Highlight of the Day

I Will Survive: Day Two (and counting)

An applicable song lyric:

"You're beautiful, every little piece love, don't you know? You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone.
When you find everything you looked for, I hope your life leads you back to my door. Oh but if it don't, stay beautiful."

Something making me happy:
My jeans. I'm pathetic, I know, but they're so comfortable! (and, I look pretty cute in them, if I do say so myself).

Something I learned today:
Twelve year old boys are the most immature things in existence.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
My amazing, incredibly understanding friends.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish I could be psychic.

Somewhere I want to be:
Soaking in a hot bath.

Some thoughts:
Note: Do not put red nail polish under gold crackle...it doesn't turn out well.
We need more butter.
It's great to have cars that work, even when it's -20 outside.

 

~La vie est belle, Bri~

I Will Survive: Day One (and counting)

So, I did steal this idea from my friend Helen, but in my defense, she said I could. There are 336 days until my 16th birthday, which is big, and it just so happens to be the year that the world is supposed to end. SO, I've decided to start this project and call it I Will Survive. Basically, I'll post a picture and answer these questions (and maybe occasionally switch them up) every day for your enjoyment.

Day One

An applicable song lyric:
"I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless lost under the surface, don't know what you're expecting of me."

Something making me happy:
My new tutu, hehe :D

Something I learned today:
That it's really hard not to talk over other people and just listen.

Something I need to be more thankful for:
My parents.

My 11:11 wish:
I wish I was in love.

Somewhere I want to be:
Lying on a sunny beach.

Some thoughts:
Some people need to just sit back and shut their mouths, because the rest of us have our own lives to worry about. Dance is altogether too hard and competitive, but I am so in love with it. Making biscuits isn't as fun as it sounds.

 

~La vie est belle, Bri~

{88 Days} Day One

 On the way home from mass this afternoon, I had the idea to start a new project. Now keep in mind this idea is most definitely not of my own invention, but I'm putting my own little twist on it.
Here's the deal: My 17th birthday is in 88 days. So, everyday until that day, I'm going to post a picture and answer these question thingy dos. So. Here we go.
P.S. Your feedback is encouraged. So comment :)

Day One

An applicable song lyric:

"I realize if you ask me how I'm doing, I would say 'I'm doing just fine'. I would lie and say that you're not on my mind."

Something making me happy:

Coffee. Yum. 

Something I learned today:

This project is going to be harder than I thought.

Something I need to be more thankful for:

My mother and everything she does for me.

My 11:11 wish:

I wish I was in love

Somewhere I want to be:

In a state of peace.

Some thoughts:

My boyfriend is pretty much amazing. I need to decide which song I'm choreographing to. I should text Jacob and not be a b****. Eating pizza with a fork is lame. 

I am giving up for you.